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damnit.
im fucking pissed.
it's like ever since registration was over,
she kept freaking asking me when will i know my cfm timetable.
since the GEs wont be allocated til i duno when.

yes. i duno when.
i duno, i dont wanna find out, and i dont fucking care alright.
i'll naturally know when sch starts and i log into edventure anw!

but no,
she gives me freaking hell everyday
by asking the same fucking qns.

why arent u sick of it???
im so annoyed can.
URGH.

and i only exploded now.
that's quite a bit i took alright.
given that it was a mth or more ago when i first complained to fred abt this shit?

and yes.
driving.
i've gotten my license in 2005.
but til now, ive not driven to anywhere alone. unsupervised.
nope. nv in my life.
when i drive to sch, my mom goes w me.
then she drives the car back home when i attend classes.
a bloody waste of time, huh?
and so, ive always wanted to ask my dad,
why the fuck did i get a driving license??

but my mom always says that she has no problems letting me drive alone.
it's just that if anything happens to me,
my dad'll be like "why. are u v busy? why didnt u go w her?"
so it'll be her fault.
I HATE IT WHEN MY DAD DOES THAT.

if anything happens, it's MY fault.
why do you always push the blame to my mom?
like when i was rebellious in the past,
he'll be like "you duno how to teach your daughter isit?!"
and i'll be like "wth it's MY problem dont you dare to blame my mom!"

and it's like everything i buy, online or from stores,
my mom will check it.
she rips open the packing before i even open it.
how fucking annoying is that.
i hate it when she does that.
like when celeste bought a dress from topshop for me,
my mom saw it first.
not me.
and yes, RIPS. i hate it when she does that.

it's so smothering.
til now my dad doesnt allow me to go overseas with my friends only.
so what if i wanna go abroad for studies?

i suspect he might send my mom off w me.
im serious.
cos she once said, "we go together lor"
and my face was like "wtf?!"
then the conversation ended.

damnit.
PHWOARS.