courage *

dear you,

it's me again.
i've not done anything constructive for the past wk.
me and my drama addiction.
but i've completed it.
so i'll start working on my assignments tmr.

yeah i'm rambling.
i bet that usually at this point in time,
you'll tell me to stop rambling and tell you what's really wrong w me.

you see,
i'm in pieces.
and i shatter into even more pieces
everytime he talks to me,
discussing what he should do with her,
getting advice from me.

but i'm determined, Q.
i want to focus on the part of me that's happy for him,
not the part of me that is collapsing.

i need courage.


dear little x,
i hope that you'll be happy =)