i suppose..

am i just searching for something, and running away from another?

is that what most people are doing in their lives?
or is it just me?
searching for things that make them happy,
while hiding from things that depress them?

do i fear such things?
or am i just hiding because i dont want to be depressed?
but it doesnt work anw.
either way, i'm still... not happy.
i didnt want to say that im depressed,
because it's too strong a word...
and because, i dont even know why i'm feeling unhappy in the first place.

but maybe i do..
im just running away from it, so i say i dont.

yes i know im not making sense still.
im sorry.