the neurotic

i still find myself really silly for succumbing to stress last night.
tho i didnt break down and cry,
i had a bout of sudden rash and pimples. wth right.
and fortunately, they disappeared this morning.

and forensic psych covered critical incident stress.
it's when you experience a sudden or unexpected event,
and it creates stress in you cos it's unfamiliar to you,
and the stressors overwhelm your usual coping mechanisms.

then i was like,
"wahlao! tt's what happened last night!"

[fens nods wisely in agreement]

and then after a while,
he was talking about neuroticism.
which is emotional unstability. err. is it huh? i cant rmb. haha!
so individuals high in that will be more prone to critical incident stress and ptsd.

and i turned to jy and went,
"IM NEUROTIC =(("

and she was like -nods-,
cos she has heard this a million times.
im sorry jy, always telling u im neurotic. haha.

oh well. but then, he indirectly reassured me,
that those who cry, are the ones who will be fine.
ok la, it's just generalization.
but who cares.

i'll be fine.