in my short lifespan,
i went from hardworking in pri sch,
to couldnt-care-less in sec sch and jc,
to crazy in uni.
somewhere along the way,
i became less confident of my ability,
more paranoid,
more dependent.
why is it that i still don't understand
even though i've studied the notes?
it makes me feel so handicapped,
so helpless.
it reminds me of the state i was in when i experienced learned helplessness.
when did i become so weak?
my weakness scares me.
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