=(

we're in deep shit,
and we dont even know how we ended up in there.

i know we're responsible for some of the shit,
and i will compensate for that in a heartbeat,
but i refuse to bear the consequences of something that we've never done,
yet im afraid that it'll sound like we're trying to shift the blame.

i really want to control the damage done,
because seriously, it concerns our integrity,
and i think it'll affect the rest of the project and the report.
but i've no means to do that.

how did this even happen?

scary, worrying shit.
but above all else,
this whole thing deeply saddens me,
because i really treasure the relationship we have with him.