[ b o r e d * ]

im thinking of you,
in my sleepless solitude tonight *

-sleepy-
couldnt get to slp last night.
work's super boring. zzz.
and the security guards are seriously damn blur leh.
-__-

they forgot to open the shutter today,
then the lift wasnt operated to go to the training rooms.
then when i went to collect the keys,
they were like WHAT! THERE'S LESSONS TODAY??
NOBODY TOLD US. WHY YOU NEVER TELL US BEFOREHAND!!
T.T
so in the end they pointed the finger at me.
and im not even the one in charged of liasing with them.
im only supposed to come on the day of the class, so how am i supposed to arrange......
T.T
then i was like. er.. there's class today, but nvm it's still quite early, you take your time to switch the lift and open the shutters at B1.
then after i collected the keys, i asked when i could use the lift..
then tt woman was like YOU THINK WHAT. MIRACLE AH! YOU ASK ME CHANGE THE THING THEN IMMEDIATELY OK AH!
sobs.
Then another guard scolded me for not bringing my IC.
i left it in another wallet, cos i dont use IC in exams ma.
and if they had opened everything as usual, i dont even need to get a temp pass,
meaning i dont need to produce my IC at work.
AND. while collecting keys, i saw this email pinned onto their softboard.
schedule of all our lessons.
17th nov was listed there lor!!
SO.
姓赖的笨蛋！
sigh．

and. just from my perspective..
just because you're flawed,
doesnt mean that you dont deserve to be loved.
everyone deserves to be loved.
and everyone is flawed, and damaged.
it's the extent that varies.
flaws make us human.
flaws define you.
and maybe im silly.
but i believe that everyone has some good in them.
some good intentions.
if you look over their flaws, you'll see the real goodness in them.
maybe that was why i said that i find some flaws cute.
讨厌的来，却带着一点可爱．．
maybe you think im blind with love.
but only love will be so kind to accept flaws,
and love you as who you are. flaws and what-nots.

and.
why do authors of journal articles like to use double negatives...
"it is not unproblematic to...."
CANT THEY JUST SAY "IT'S DAMN PROBLEMATIC TO..."
bananas.

死缠烂打的讨厌鬼.
i hate it when guys corner me.
like make me stand with my back against the wall,
then when they talk to me, they stick an arm out and place their hands on the wall.
you know you know. lols
i duno how to describe.
but basically i feel like im cornered and trapped.
i hate that.
and i hate 死缠烂打的人．
which part of "sorry, im not free." do you not get??
not only do you annoy me, you also make me think that you're damn retarded,
and that you dont understand simple english.

ROWLS.