christmas wishes *

Merry Christmas!
And a Happy New Year!

yes i know im early. haha.
but im leaving for HK on the 20th.
so ive to do this now.

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dear chewie san,
i wouldn’t have made it through this year without all your chewie therapy.
you’re my person.
you get me all the time.


yes. if i really killed someone,
you're the first person i would call.

im grateful that i have you.
to talk to, and know that i wont be judged.
and know that you’ll understand what im going through.
and that you’ll be patient with me.
and that you wont stop me from drinking.
HAHA. =x

merry xmas and happy new year, chewie san.
im sorry i wont be here to talk to you online during all the festivals.
esp when you’re all alone and in foreign land.
*ooo emoticon*
i love you!
*hugs*
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it’s also not possible that i could have survived this semester without my psych darlings.

the people that i always bug online.
meanie, merries, ling hoong, Karen, lit wee, mistress, fling, suhui, fens, jiaying, jiarong, vattys, fred and ming.

im thankful for coursemates like you people. =)
thanks for being so patient with me.
and for making life in school so much more bearable and fun!
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and there’s always my seashells, boonsies, and wensi.

dear shells,
you’ve always been my pillar of support.

i know. you’re scared that we’ll drift apart cos u’re all the way in UK, and we’re in freaking spore.
but i believe that friendship and love will overcome distance.
i cannot promise you that we’ll always be close forever,
cos right now, i know that we’ve somehow drifted apart.
but everytime we see each other, we have so much fun, and too much to say.
im sure it’ll work out.
and im sure boonsies and wensi will agree.
we all love you. =)
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dear Joanne,

i know, you seldom express how you feel.
but i want you to know that when i said that my ears are yours,
they’re yours forever.
you can use them anytime you want,
and i’ll be here to listen.

and im glad that u msged me that day regarding your erm..
i’ll call him irritating ass. HAHA =x
cos before that i was still thinking..
that you don’t talk to me anymore.
as in, you don’t tell me things anymore.
but that’s the way things are,
we lose touch with people now and then,
and i accept it.

but when u think that you’ve noone to talk to,
i hope you rmb that im still here.
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dear little x,
i know it’s rather pointless, cos little x wont know that im referring to him.
haha. but.. yeah.

even if im just a face in the crowd.
even if im insignificant.
it doesn’t matter.
cos i realized that i still want to stick around.
even if you don’t see me.
cos i don’t want you to have noone when u need someone around.
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and this is for 23rd dec 2007:

Dear Celeste,
Hey! ahha i seldom call you that ok. usually it’s just cellies or ah ma.
you’ve been there for me.
thank you for listening.
and happy birthday to you!!!!

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love,
wen *