[ take me * ]

oh ho! subject registration went well. =)
thank goodness, cos this sem i nearly died of heart attack aft subj reg.

and shells.
shells has a new stunt up in her sleeve again.
she dated boonsies and i. this sunday.
THIS SUNDAY?!?!
isnt she in UK?
and she did it via her blog.
like luckily boonsies checked it.
-cries-
shells. it better be real ok.
i miss you.
and she mentioned krispy kreme.
which is weird, cos that's from US, and she's in UK.
and im really mystified now.
and .. T.T
i duno, i just started tearing when i saw that.

ok. -slaps myself- dont be neurotic.
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she said ppl change targets, they do, when there’s no hope in their old target.
reasonable. and it makes sense.
i should change target.
since i see no hope in my current one.
but then when i told chewie, she agreed too.
but then she asked.. “but ppl like me and u, do we always change target?”
i don’t know.
do we? do i?
do i always change targets?
if i do, why am i finding it so hard to change?
then i realized i don’t. she doesn’t.
we don’t.
we don’t always change targets.
in fact, it’s like the moment we find one,
we fixate on it.
so much so that i don’t see where im going,
cos im too busy staring at my target.
it’s a no wonder im always hurting myself.
i don’t see where im going,
so i start banging into all sorts of things. and get bruised.

bruised. all over.

and im full of randomness today.

please can you tell me,
so i can finally see..
where you go when you're gone.. *