the nobody *

i know.
i started out as a nobody to you.
but along the way,
we became friends,
there was even a period when we talked constantly,
giving up slp, just to talk.
but now, im gradually returning to being the nobody to you.

i know,
it's inevitable.
we cant always remain significant in our friends' lives.
there're too many reasons why,
and sometimes we just cant fight it.

but i cant accept it either.
there were feelings.
fun.
bond.
how can it just disappear?

im not saying that i must be significant all the time,
in your life.
must as i want to, i know things just dont work that way for you.
and there are too many obstacles along that path.
but at least..
dont let me turn into a nobody.

though i know..
i already am.
just another pedestrian in your life.
that nobody.

the nobody who will still give everything,
just to be a somebody in your life.

little x.
i'd give you everything.
again and again.