31/5/08

Dear beans,
im sorry that you have to go through what i had,
the pain of losing a treasured friend.

But time heals.
and after so many years,
i've learnt that they're still alive.
as long as you keep them in your heart,
they'll always be alive.

Let your heart beat for them.
life's much more meaningful that way too.
when you see what they can no longer see,
and feel for them, what they cannot feel anymore.

you know that you'll never be alone,
for each breath you take,
you share it with them.
and everytime your heart beats,
it's beating for them.

the dead can live forever,
as long as you keep them alive in you.

i know,
it feels like your heart is in a million pieces,
as if it cannot even beat for you, needless to say for others.

and i know how much it hurts,
because i've been there before,
and im still hurting now.

they say time heals all wounds.
but then, they dont tell you that
time doesnt guarantee that it'll take away the pain,
nor does it swear that all your wounds will recover completely.

most never do.
the pain lingers.
but remember,
she'll live in your heart
for as long as you live.
and that you'll never be alone.


in loving memory of YJ.