when i thought that im losing a friend,
i found another one back.

chon kitt met with an accident today.
he was hit by a bus.
how scary is that.

he has an identical twin.
and that reminds me of you.
and it scares me.

i dont have a twin,
but everyone knows how twins are closely bonded.
it must be horribly painful to lose a twin.

but ive also found a friend,
i tot ive lost her for good.
but she's here again.

and when she finally replied my msn msgs tonight,
i burst out crying.

all those days of worrying and lonely misery
just disappeared the moment i saw her reply.

thank you for not disappearing.

i know they say,
when a door closes,
another opens.

but can i have both doors opened?
i dont want to lose any of them.
i dont want another regret to be buried.
i dont want him to become..
"all that potential that never was"
he deserves to be here.
because he has the potential,
to be what i can never be.

fight for it chon kitt.
as a ny dragonboater,
once a fighter, always a fighter.
you know you've got the potential to be the winner.




im not that strong.
i cant face it.
do it for your brother,
and your loved ones.

hey you,
i dont need watching over tonight.
pls watch over him instead.
he needs you more than i need you.