always be my baby *

i love love love his version of mariah's song.
especially when he sings
"Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly"

yes, im mad.

i finally got to meet jeanne and maria today.
along w mama and nini.
and well, what jeanne said was true.
if not for chon kitt's accident, we wouldnt have meet up.

actually i did try to organize a class outing.
但是我就是有心无力.
im more comfortable being a hermit.

i dont know why i turned out this way.
maybe im just too afraid to put on happy masks.
it's too draining.

but,
im also afraid.
there are just so many "next time"s we can have.
what if we run out of them one day?

hmm. so...
i'll try to be more enthusiastic about class outing.
maybe we can go visit chon kitt again.
most probably at his place, since he's so eager to get home.

=))