wants and needs

sometimes, unfortunately,
there is a difference between what you really want,
and what you really need.
whatever you choose, is what's more important to you.

but what if i dont know what i want?
and i dont know what i need?
are they the same things?
are they different?
why is it that i said "unfortunately"
when i thought of them being different?

will it really be a bad thing if they were different?

i dont know what i want, i dont know what i need.
i never seemed to know them.
ive always been directionless,
and it's a pain in the ass.
how do i even gather the motivation to run,
when i dont even know where i want or need to be?

but the world doesn't care if you've motivation or not.
you've to keep running to stay in the same spot.
but i dont know where to go.
and it doesnt help that my mom keeps bugging me about it.

why am i always directionless?
always lost?
sucks.