[ bad bad days * ]

warning: major complaining session.

bad day 1
thursday.
why was thursday a bad day.
well. cos it was the 3-hr quiz day. lol.
i think my brain cells have been completely eliminated by cha.
but then, i just said "i think". so maybe not completely.
there're some last few left standing. battling.
even though i said im losing will and giving up soon.

and i bumped into someone i didnt want to see.
omg. what is he doing here in ntu!!!

bad day 2
friday.
cant print readings for lect on thurs night.
when printer finally worked, it was 1020am on friday morning.
but now, i cant open the lect notes. -__-. file was damaged. wth!
ended up being late for venus's lect, AGAIN. cos i was trying to print notes at home.
printers these days.
tsktsk.
got stuck at traffic jam at cte.
late for class.
cant find my scale for talia's project. sobs.
cant find talia to ask if i can change construct. sobs.
cant start on talia's project this wkend.
and i duno how to do the other 3 reports.
im dead meat.

and. =(
i forgot to bring my keys out. cos i was rushing to go for venus's lect in e morning.
and noone was home.
so i was locked out of home for about 2 hours. =((
like some stray cat. bleahs.
oh well. i had mean girl to entertain me for about 20 mins. of my 2 hours of misery.
better than nothing. haha.

bad day 3
work.
i hate work.
i didnt even want to work.
but moral obligations and what-nots came into play.
so work.

i didnt really slp well last nite. weird dreams.

i missed the train and waited for 10 min.
so i was running a little late, and the security guy today was damn blur.
he cant find my keys. he gave me wrong keys.
he insisted the office had no keys after he couldnt find the key. -__-
so what, im supposed to walk through locked doors??
then i went out to the other security counter, and he found the key.
told you there's a bloody key.
THEN there was something wrong w the original training room.
so i had to go up to get all the keys to see which room i could use. haha.
and uncle cant find the keys! again. haiyohhhh.
then. technician mia i couldnt set up projector. air con wasnt working.
i cant log onto the comp's system.
then the facilitator came, i couldnt open his thumbdrive. he was using some high-speed timedrive.
office's too low tech to open his thumbdrive. haa.

well.
有惊无险。
the facilitator said that to me cos in the end i managed to get everything on track.
what does it really mean?
hmm. shall ask mean girl ltr.

oh well.
bad bad days.
but my loved ones and i are still alive.
and for now, that is enough to keep me going.

but we may be alive, but empty inside.
hurting inside.
alive, but like a zombie.
is it really enough?

i cant wait to see you again *