[ 爱 错 * ]

爱错了, 只能怪自己.
没有勇气放手, 更没有勇气承认,
爱错的人, 竟然会是你.

it's not the first time.
i dont know why.
i've been through this. the process is long, lonely and painful.
i cannot tell anyone about this.
only chewie san. and i think im becoming too dependent on her.

sorry chewie san, im forever disturbing you.

why do you see right through me?

my killer, 3-hour anova quiz is finally over.
i thought i was going to have a heart attack in my little corner in the lab.
my heart was racing for more than 3 hours, i almost burst of adrenaline.

traumatised.
ive been aversively conditioned to statistics.
show me spss, i bet my cortisol levels will shoot a record high.

so steal the night, and fly with me *

they were wondering what it means. why steal the night.

well. i dont know if it makes sense. but..
because the night isnt ours.
someone's night will never be mine.
and the night, will never be ours.
but i want someone to steal the night.
so that just for one night,
i get to fly with you.

wont you just fly me up to the stars?
or just fly. with me.
anywhere. it doesnt matter cos i just want you to be there.
and ive never really belonged here anyway.