[ f a l l i n g * ]

All rises must end in fall.
it's an equilibrium.
there are highs, and there are lows.
the ups and the downs.

which might explain why..
sometimes i withdraw and seek comfort in solitude.
so that i stop being that emotional.
maybe you're right, im more careful now.

careful.
so that even if i lose the highs,
i'll be spared from the lows.

the falling.
sometimes it feels like you're free falling.
nope. it's not like bungee jumping,
cause you cant rely on the cord to pull you back up.
you wont be able to bounce right up, just like that.

one moment you're all light-headed and happy,
and the next you're free falling. cordless.
is it any wonder i fight?
out of desperation, i reach out to grab anything available.
why didnt you catch me when i fall?

so now, you.
are you the result of my desperate grabbing?
or are you something more than i'd ever imagine?


yes, i realised im babbling.