[ r u n . t o . m e * ]

im sorry dear.
im often lost for words when you talk about big y.
haha. my little x and your big y.
LOL.

would you still run to me even when i dont have much advice for you?

i only know..
it's "absence makes the heart grow fonder" to a certain extent.
maybe that's what you're feeling now.
but i also know..
after a while.. it'll be "out of sight, out of mind".
would you want it to reach this stage?
i think both you and i hope we'll reach this stage. do we?

i cant go with the flow, like how you said.
i mean, if you went with the flow...
it'll be a disaster. =x
im sorry. but... yeah. that's what i feel.
cos i think that right now, you have it all my dear. you do.
big A's very sweet and lovely, and i know you know it too. =)

so yes.
sometimes, the heart just cant be followed.
it'll lead you to disasters.
i cant go with the flow.

i'll be here to talk to you,
to chase the lonliness away.
*hugs*

and chewie san, your 'mother' misses you!!